何も知らない僕はいつか眠りつづけるから

YOU CAN FLY. I CAN FLY. WE CAN FLY

Wed, 23 Jul 2008 14:44:52 GMT

THANK YOU KUNI FOR THE EXTRA SHOJONESS. THE ZEN STONES AND THE FLOWERS. THEY DO WONDERS.

Higher res pictures is here~~!

I need to repack some stuff since the limit is 20 kg (I AM DOOMED)
so some quick notes

- KUNI, TERRA, JOE, TAKE CARE OKAY. ESPECIALLY YOU KUNI. WEAR YOUR BIMBO SHADES AND YOUR LOCKOFF THINGGY EVERY SINGLE DAY.
- JOE THANK YOU FOR THE CAMERA. IT WILL BE FULLY ~~molested~~ UTILIZED BY ME. I PROMISE
- TOKIYA. THAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANK YOUUUUUOOUUOOUOUUOUUOUOU
- VICTOR. DUN WORRY I AM A BIG GIRL DATTE BAYO
- TAKE CARE, EVERYONE
- HI, DEAR AUSSIE FRIENDDDDSS :DDDD

And!!!!!111
A lot of people asked me to reprint my notebooks, also some of you who want to have the fans.
I will make them again once I return from Australia, okay?? :D

SEE YOU GUYS SOON TT^TT

OF ALL THINGS

Wed, 23 Jul 2008 13:31:54 GMT

so kidchen tried to wash aaaaaaall her cloths so that kidchen won't be clothless when she go to Australia.

Turns out that kidchen forgot to wash her towel

asdghuohsdougyuoasdgyouasygaosdugyusydfguyasdfugausodgyuoasyggarwer

KIDCHEN FAILED KIDCHEN FAILED KIDCHEN FAILED KIDCHEN FAILED DATA ERROR

OMG WHAT HAVE I DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE

my lungs is a time bomb

Wed, 23 Jul 2008 09:23:27 GMT

ANYWAYS

ALRIGHT NOW ONTO POSTCARDS

But first i need to meet my client, and inhale some fresh air.
The fixatives/clear spray has dominated my lungs and the lighter fluid has burnt my haaandsss

p.s : my handphone is dying soon, i swear. 100 out of 10 calls, no one can listen to me talking, wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

butterflies in my stomach

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 17:32:34 GMT

I am starting to like making......merchandises orz

Here is something I have been making for SMASH

Watercolour postcards! I will make more designs, must get fixative(sp?)
It is really a postcard, behind the card there's a place you can put a stamp on it and do some writings

Fans!!! I have done 2 designs so far, there's 4 more left.

This is an illusion. The fan is actually a liiiiittle bit smaller than my face.

Sorry for the low quality pictures...it was taken with my laptop's webcam because....I don't have a camera. Wait. I do have one, but the memory card is dead. DEAAAAAAAAAADS.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH I DON'T HAVE A CAMERA ORZ ORZ ORZ ORZ ORZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

I will post BLOSSOM DECO PACK preview tomorrow, it should be done by then.
And a few prints.
I am glad that I bought the right papers this time ;_________;

As much as I would like to go continue my work but I need to rest. I started to feel some sliiiiight pain from my back. UUUHHH NO PLEASE DUN REPEAT THE PAIN ORZ ORZ ORZ

TOKIYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH, KEMUMUMUMUMUUUUU, MIIIICHEEEELLLLLEEEE, GERAAAAAAAAALD, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR HAVING DINNER TOGETHER TODAY.
Aaaaaah Bak Kut Teh!!!! It's been awhile ;_____________; Gourmet Food is gourmetly awesome.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ZURA

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 06:27:38 GMT

You are so loved, you even have your own opening clip!!!!!!111111111

キラッ☆

Mon, 21 Jul 2008 03:19:18 GMT

WHERE IS OBLIGATORY KAITO/KAIKO VERSION?

PA LAM EEEEH SI MIIIIIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaAAAaaa

Mon, 21 Jul 2008 01:21:15 GMT

MAMAMIA JE TAIME

I am halfway done.

BELIEEEEEEEEEEEEEVE IIIIITTT!!!!!!!11111

Nerv > Thank you for the donuts TT________________________________________TT

I am severely broke orz

baked

Sun, 20 Jul 2008 03:26:56 GMT

A few weeks ago
- i dreamed that I was in my hometown Ipoh, 6 pm, and my flight to Australia is at 8 pm, and I am finding sollution to go back to KL to catch the flight in less than one hour. I woke up in cold sweat.

A few days ago
- i dreamed that Singaporean dollar went up to $3.90

Just a little while ago
- i dreamed that U.S. dollar went down to $2.50

Yesterday
- i dreamed that I didn't finish ANYTHING for SMASH!2008

OTL

and both of my knees still hurting, i am not sure if it is as bad as yesterday, getting worse or getting better. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

yesterday we went to a very popular artist's office in Malaysia.
To be honest, all his words, i am still feeling very very very very very stresssssss uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh
Because he has been in the field for so long, so all his words is really like a true wisdom. And some left me in cold.

"a second is always a second and will be always haunted by the first"
A veryveryveryvery stress quite orz orz orz orz orz orz orz orzzzzzzzzzzz
Because I am the 973497685796th!! TTATT;;;;;;;;

edit : you know you need to reinstall your brain when you mistakes the cast pictures for Saiyuki musical http://www.saiyukikagekiden.com/cast/suzuki.html are girl cosplayers when in reality they are actual boys.

you

Sat, 19 Jul 2008 17:12:26 GMT

Thank you very much

TT_________________________________________________________TT

yes, you

my love for you is over 10 000 years

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 18:14:48 GMT

I love my winamp shuttle service.

As usual I am a bit emo (rent rent rent move move move bling bling bling )

and I am drawing some emo things for really really important thing.

my winamp juuuuust had to play THE DING DONG SONG and I Bet You They Won't Play This Song On The Radio

Now I don't feel like continuing the drawing anymore, instead I wanna draw Naruko. Or Bakaito. Or Gaypoid. Or Lockoff. Or Elizura. Or Kimobe. Or Batman and his gay shota Robin-in-a-short-pantsu. WHICHEVERRRRR

D to the E to the C U L T U R E

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 12:21:33 GMT

I did some shopping for the Australia trip, and now my luggage bag for my clothing is 80% complete!!!
Glove, scarf and thick shocks. EMBRACE THE SNOW!!!!
To celebrate this occasion, let's go eat KIKI~~LALARARA~~KIIIIMMMMCHIIIIIII alright? ALRIGHT

But my luggage back for SMASH is not yet complete, this is a horror
In conjunction with this accident, let's not eat KIMKIMKIMCHI for now okay? ;_________;

....a....a...and...there's actually people who wanted to colour t...t...this...
NARU NARU SHITE AGERU thing....and they're freakin awesome too
t...t...thank you veryvery much ;________;
I swear it was just random because of a pilled stress, plus Terra's sudden Kaito-high, and my sudden Naruto hype. AND DECULTURE. AND JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE'S SEXYBACK (god leave me already!!!!)

I need to complete the luggage bag for SMASH, before that, there's...something about....
our washing machine

Okay, so, our washing machine got this MAGICK filter, where it do it job by sucking all the tralalalalalla of your clothes.

But, after several washings, my cloths still got tralallalalalalalala

Impocchible, because, this is MAGICK FILTER we are talking about. It is ALMIGHTY!!!!111

So I check our dear MAGICK FILTER

Seems like MAGICK FILTER didnt brush his teeth for.....20 centuries

I mean....imagine all the dead cells, papers in the pocket ooooh college students always forgot to take out those papers in their pockets, papers, dead cells, soil, mold, dead cells, paper

it is like the evolution of petroleum.

No one washed it before.

So, today, pitying my poor cloths and also MAGICK filter, I gave him a brushing.

HE IS ALL SPARKLY NOW JENGJENGJENGDENGDENGDENGDENGGENGGENGGENG

but the molds still there

MAGICK FILTER MY f00t

this land

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 20:08:39 GMT

soon it will be mine

overflow

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 18:28:25 GMT

hardcore is when

your ISP upload speed

is

2 kb

per second

*pukes blood*

*listens to UROTANDA to release stress*

HEY. GUNDAM00 LOGO LOOKS LIKE JAMES BOND 007.
does this means Lockon is James Bond and Tierraaaagh is the sidekick lengluiiiii

*lockoff*

the devil is madxis

Tue, 15 Jul 2008 07:58:02 GMT

I am sorry Miaow!!! TTATT
Madxis really sucks and kicks me out from MSN djgljdiugiaosdogapsdg

good news. Now Naruto looks like a doujinshi to me ORZ
And I am not sure if anyone notice this...
A lot of our local product of Naruto, they love to use Borammy's fanart.
VCD, DVD, etc.......orz
(I remember a local magazine used to put Kurot's MONSTER fanart reaaaally huge for their MONSTER article )
DA =/= Google Image, okkkkk

I just check DA today and everyone uploaded their entries for Jisuk's Dark Fairytales Card Deck Project. They look soooo soooo sooooo awesome ;_____________;
I wish I can get it once it is released *__*

Which reminds me, I hardly purchase anything online orz. As much as I want to purchase them....
Luck is never with me -w-;;;

Am now preparing some stuff for SMASH!
I am not sure if I can finish the art lesson on time, and panels aaah aaah aaaaahhhh orzzz
wredrat and Vivienne, please forgive me if i did anything wrong on the day itself TTATT;;;;;

And Hidenobu Kiuchi's blog is full of.....FLOWERS. WHAT.

p.s : Friends at Australia, do you guys purchase notebooks?
I want to make another series of deco pack, but I am not sure if it is alright.
The deco pack will have a notebook, bookmark, keychain, badge and maybe a postcard or a print.
And, I will be bringing 100 Muted Colours artbooks to Australia, so the price for the book will be $25 per book due to shipping fee. I am really sorry na ;_____;
And one more final question, do you guys purchase prints as well?

9 days left!!! ORZZZZZZZZZZ

i am too hungry to sleep

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 01:20:23 GMT

and its 9 am TT___TT;;;
plus my left leg is too painful, it's impocchible to sleep.

And there's a geek question I'll like to ask

Does any of you just install anti-virus? Or you'll get both anti-virus and anti-spyware?

I have AVIRA anti-virus installed in my desktop computer without any anti-spyware programmes.
For a few weeks it has been loading very slow, sometimes it will lag with mozilla, and if i am lucky enough Photoshop will auto shutdown orz.
Sometimes he will tell me that my windows? memory? hard disk space? is low when I still have 24 GB remaining.
I am not sure if installing an anti-spyware programme will decrease the problem.
I havent try defragment yet, I miiight wanna try it...someday orz.

Aaaaah by the way, the new winamp plugin is awesome ;_____;

The new DA system is a bit too busy for me to digest, I guess I will need some time....arghs.

Also, yesterday I bought a pair of VERYVERYVERY cute eskimo boots!!! Its so fluffy!! ;______;
I hope it can keep me warm during my stay at Australia. All my shoes are.....Malaysian shoes. They got......holes.

These few days I have been talking about Naruto with some friends. I kinda missed the cute little cheeky Naruto who is always so unpredictable and a boy who can stand up by his own.
Now, he need side characters to tell him what he HAS to do.
Where is your bone, Naruto?
No wonder a lot of people stopped reading this series.

But at least I can still understand a bit what is going on.
As for Air Gear.....dude, I am totally lost ORZ.

now i remember

Sun, 13 Jul 2008 18:19:02 GMT

why i don't draw oekaki or pchat

because

I nearly lost a drawing on Tegaki thanks to Madxis

dsjasdhoghasoughousdguoysduyag

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh.
UNBREAK MY HEAAAAART. SAY YOU'LL LEAVE ME AGAIN.

FORK DURIAN AND EVERYTHING NICE. MADXIS I HATE YOUUUUUUuuuuuuuUUUUUUuuuuu

我左眼見到GAY

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 14:38:02 GMT

So after several months of not reading any manga but Boy's Love, finally I get to reunited with Naruto.
I used to read a lot of shounen manga back in my hometown. Yuyu Hakusho, Rurouni Kenshin, Get Backers, One Piece, etc etc.
Because they are easy to get and quite cheap, compared to those offered by english publication (RM40 for one book, and RM4 for one book, RM4 THANK YOU VERY MUCH)
Plus back then there's not much scanlation group (Hikaru no gooooooooo) so...yeaaaaah.

Now days everything is downloadable, but I am lazy to download because Madxis is hsdohgoasdhogyaosdg.

BUT ANYWAYS that's not what I want to say. What I want to say is that....
I used to read Naruto from a weekly malay magazine. I kinda stopped reading ever since I entered college due to financial problem. After that I stopped reading a lot of manga, except BL manga, because, LOL, sauces mostly from friends -w-;;;;;;

Awhile back I reread some Naruto doujinshi (it was like, a cult back then. SASUNARU IS A RELIGION).
After reading them I decided to read the actual manga again.

To my horror.

This

become

to this

thanks to my AUTO BL.EXE

sdgknajsgoshfoghaisg AAAH AAAAHHHH AAAAAAAAAHHHH??!!! IS THERE A WAY TO UNINSTALL THIS DRIVER???!!!

I CANNOT READ ANY SHOUNEN MANGA NORMALLY ANYMORE.

NOT ONLY NARUTO. EVEN ONE PIECE. THIS FILTER IS AUTOMATICALLY ACTIVATED.
YES. BERSERK TOO.

This rotten girl is beyond help ORZ ORZ ORZ

I'm leaaaaaving on a jetplaaaaaaaain

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 00:12:42 GMT

I managed to check my email today. aaaaaaah aaaahh aaaah the inbox is like minesweeper orz

Anyways!! Poshua sent me an email regarding the flight (thank you veryveryvery much, Poshua!!)

its

Departing : Kuala Lumpur 8:15 pm Thu 24 Jul 2008
Arriving : Sydney 6:10 am Fri 25 Jul 2008

.....6 am @@ I hope it's not too cold!!
I bought a very thick jacket from a community store, hope it can warm me TT^TT
Is it winter in Austalia?

to be honest I still feel very kyaakyaaaaa. orz. I hope I don't bring too much trouble and messed up anything ;_____;
But of coz, I can't wait to meet you guys at Australia *hearts*

Kepada kawan kawan di Malaysia. Sesiapa mahu bawa barang kepada sesiapa di Australia?? Sila dial 016-kamu-tahu-nombor-saya sebelum 20.7.2008 trimaaaasss :DDDDD
Servis menghantar durian dikecualikan.

one more last note....I think I miiiiight have a chance to go to either AX or Fanime next year....if, the visa, is not as beeetchy as Madxis. I will sharingan you Madxis.

This is an announcement

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 01:42:16 GMT

for Bamji and Joe and Terra

The books, I mean, 1 packet of the books

is sama dengan

6.6 KG

ORZ

You guys is so awesome TT_____________________TT
m(_ _)m THANK YOU VERY MUCH ORZ ORZ ORZ

i died after holding 13 kg of books orz

Dear Kunio

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 02:07:41 GMT

Joe, please remind me NOT to wear PINK whenever we go out. With Kunio. Yes.

I need to cut my hair -w-;;;;;;;

and urm I MISSED SO MANY GREAT COSPLAYS DURING COSFEST ARGHS
The Pluto cosplayer, she is so awesome!! ;A;
The entire Sailormoon team is awesome TTATT
SubaSekai is awesome
Rika is awesome
Everyone is awesome TTATT

Very Shy And Polite Ginsan is.....awesome.
Sizer in a dress is SCORE.

The only picture I got is......Naruto with a blazer.
Because....he look like doujinshi!Naruto ORZ ORZ ORZ ORZ

is..is...is ok....i need to go now orzzzzzzzzzzzzz

i am only capable of doing lame things

Mon, 07 Jul 2008 19:28:39 GMT

like this

~~Coming to you this Comic Fiesta 2008~~

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Cosfest is.....crazy. There's many many awesome cosplayers, most of the time I can only sit from my booth and yell like a orang utan. I am very sorry Manda!! You must be traumatized by my orang utan yell DDDD:
There's a lot of cosplayers that I wanted to take picture with!! But alas I have to take care of the booth orz

I received some gifts from quite a number of people. To be honest, I seriously, seriously, didn't expect that at all orz.
There's an oreo plushie (its FLUFFY), a gift art, a letter, and some prints.
I am so paiseh omggggg
Thank you very very very very very very much TT_________________________TT
It really really make me veryveryvery happy,I am very sorry for not being able to do much orzzzz
m(_ _)m thaaaank youuuuuuuuuu

Bamji, JoeJoe, thank you very much for helping me with the luggages orz
very very paiseh orzzzzzzzzzz
Really sorry for straining your muscles like that TT________________TT

Teeeerrraaaaaaaaaaa and Rooooooooooox thank you so muuuuuuch. I really like the ride in the train hhahahahahhahaa. Next time lets book the entire train *GET SHOT*

Manda and Sana, thank you very very much for everything. Especially Manda. You helped us a lot!!! TT______TT THANK YOU SO MUUUUUCCCCH
Please dun hesitate if you need any help from Malaysia!! *hughughug*

I didnt get to taint the graffiti wall this time because of the time. We are pretty much rushing from day one to day two. Heck I came to Singapore with The One Academy T-shirt AAARGHS.
I have to cover it with my jacket orz.
Because the day before I have a class to attend orzzz and after the class I have to do last minute errands and again make very inconvenient things to Bamji and his dad. I am veryvery sorry Bamji, for pulling a last minute decision like that TT_____TT m(_ _)m

The luggages is like...more than 5 kg? I think ORZ
And we had to take trains and busses from Ang Mo Kio to Downtown East
I AM VERY SORRRRYY TT__________________________TT;;;;;
It must be very traumatizing. Note to self : no moar last minute decisions.

We manage to sell off almost everything (Prints, Muted Colours, Vocaloid sets, Alex deco sets ) so the journey back wasnt as bad as the first day orz.

Thank you to all the buyers, I hope you enjoy the purchases ;_____;
I am very sorry for making all of you wait during the first day, it is very chaotic orz.
Your patience and kindness is really greatly appreciatted!
(i didn't know there was a queue orzzz )
Thank you sooo mucccccch m(_ _)m

Xephonia, I am terribly sorry for not being able to have dinner with you and your awesome team members. Hope we get to chat together next time, alright? :)

Zemotion is so pretty, it's zenlike.

I really like sitting in the train TT^TT

To dear friends from Malaysia, I am sorry I didnt manage to tell you guys that we are leaving early. I hope you get back the luggages underneath the booth safely orz orz

Also, I didn't have the contact of the girl who commissioned both me and Joe, she's a girl with bunny ears wearing a kinda gothic? lolita dressing. She commissioned two drawings of herself and a boy. If you are the girl or if you know the girl, please reply to me ;_____;

Aaaaaaand, I think I freaked out Rika and the Naruto cosplayer.
UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. ~~because the male naruto cosplayer looks like a doujinshi!Naruto~~
Rika is soooo awesome on stage, I wanted to give her a flower but I don't have any with me!
So I gave her a piece of paper with a heart on it orz SO LAME SO LAME YES I KNOW.
SORRY I TAINTED MALAYSIA'S NAME DX
Please forgive me kudasai orz

I gotta go to continue some works now, see you guys later orzzzzzzzz

i want durian pancake!!! TTATT

Mon, 07 Jul 2008 01:40:59 GMT

hey guys!! we are am back from cosfest~~!! i will do a journal about it later because

I

JUST

REALIZED

ITS

2

MOAR

WEEKS

FOR

ME

TO

GO

TO

VIVA IL AUSTRALIAAAAA

dfjgijsfiahpfhfuiohuaiofhuoiaufiousfiohuiof I GOT SO MANY THINGS I HAVENT PREPARE OMG WHAT
AND I NEED TO MOVE MY STUFF TO THE NEW HOUSE IN THE SAME MONTH OMG WHAT

I AM SO DOOMED

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Can you see the frequency of my brain wave? ITS LIEK A TSUNAMI

this kind of feeling

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 04:12:30 GMT

Kuzu posted the official picture for Gackpoid.

It feels really familiar.

Yes! This is the feeling I am getting.

AI MAI SAUSAGE

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 18:42:02 GMT

I should have take the order with Terra just now!!! When we're outside and she ordered a take away for porridge....and I am not sure if I am hungry, so I didn't buy anything.

But But But But But But Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut

I am very hungry now TT_______________________TT

aaaah even tyoing out the word porridge make my stomach bleed TTATT

HOW HOW HOW

Terra is sleeping in my room now and I can't go out, I mean I can't lock her in the room (the handle is...broken when....Joe epicly throw himself to the door to wake me up)....

I WANT MY CHINESE FOOD TTATT

Nerv gave me a cup noodle from his trip in Taiwan....it is...looking exraly shinning now..

BUT BUT BUT IT IS FROM TAIWAN. IT IS A ONCE IN A LIFE TIME POTION. They say you can only use your potion when you are facing the last boss in Final Fantasy right??

Is this the last boss??

>YES
>NO

I DUNNO WHICH TO CHOOSE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Beberapa hari yang dulu dalam sejarah

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 18:17:19 GMT

You see.....I bought a T-Shirt when I was at Thailand, and I really love this T-Shirt.
Because the font of the T-Shirt is "I THINK HE IS GAY" with a red arrow pointing to the left

A few days ago, this lovely T-Shirt, is being stolen when I put my laundry outside.

...Way to go, Malaysians! You proved to me that not only you love to steal things, you love to be gay too!

Aaaaaaanyways, I realised that my flist is being growing....
I don't mind the watch but....I am a very annoying blogger :D;;;;

So here are 10 things you might hate about me :

1. I rarely reply. I admit. I am veryvery sorry ;_____; I will reply when my net is okay or when I am not doing any work.
2. I might post random stuff randomly and even spam your flist.
3. rabid_fangirl.exe
4. Sometimes I don't lj-cut my blog. Even videos and pixels.
5. Rant is the new black. Emo is the new pink.
6. Speaks Engrish/Manglish/Wapanese/1337.
7. Uses emoticons. Teeheeeeee @w@
8. Gay-friendly
9. Is the one who likes 2D gay entertainment. Any media is fine.
10.GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

It is not too late to unwatch me!! it's never too late!!! ;;;;;
But if you are comfortable with me, thank you veryveryvery much ;________;
Also, if you just added me recently, please tell me more about you so we can get to know each other better, thank you veryveryveryvery much *3*

edit : MUSE!!!! MUUUUUUUSSSSE *airguitar*